This was the first weekend in over a month that M wasn't with me. I had all sorts of things planned for myself. Who knew I would meet a fun fellow, too. I met J M for lunch on Friday and had a blast! It was like meeting an old friend. In fact, he reminds me of my buddy Rick, who lives in Chicago. We got together again Saturday and Sunday. And we plan to see each other again on Wednesday.
Who knows where this will go. But at least this beginning part is fun and easy. I had already met 2 other guys in person. And they were nice people, but not that interesting. I also felt they were trying to "fix" me. The things is I don't feel "broken." Also I felt they were pushing to meet me which is nice, but I was hoping that they could wait until I didn't have M with me or meet for lunch during the workday. Even though relationships are hard. I think meeting up should start out being easy. There's plenty of hard stuff that will come with time.
It's been a long time since I felt this giddy about someone. I'm not sure I even felt this way about JY. Although maybe I did, but his behavior of late has erased those feelings from my memory.
Who knows what will happen? Could Wednesday be the last time I see JM? I hope not. Whatever happens it gives me hope for the future. Dating can be fun!
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